Sad Ending

Everything was beautiful,
my life became wonderful.
You were the reason for me to smile,
even if your distance to me was more than a mile.

But will it continue?
will you say that your love is still true?
Here I am, doubting myself,
saying things that I don't know if I should regret.

Mysterious words that whisper to my ears,
right now I can't fight my fear.
Not a single word of happiness,
 new reason for me to have loneliness.

Slowly words are being blurred,
I don't want to believe from the words I heard.
It may be hard to say goodbye,
but it would be better to let things go by.

The New Me

In every part of my life,
there's always a problem that makes me cry.
But then I met you,
my world became new.

I liked you, I loved you,
we held our hand together like we had planned.
But why did you left me out of the blue?
you made me look like a fool.

I tried everything to forget you,
foolishness was never good.
Like a rain teardrops are passing by so fast,
because I can't forget the past.

And now every step I make has a reason,
reason to be stronger and to move on.
Thank you for the lesson that you gave,
now I'm much better from what you have made.

The Wrong Smile

Every time I look at you..

every time I feel that you are lonely too..

Why do you keep on hiding?

what can I do to make you stop crying?

I hate to see you all alone..

because you don't know what you mean to me..

And you don't know what you make me feel..

That fake happiness that you give to me..

my heart breaks every time I see..

You could have been better to forget that person...

but you keep on insisting that it's already gone..

You, the type of person that is strong..

but I know your weakness all along..

That's why I try my best to be with you..

Because there's a feeling you don't know that is true..

Please come back and be the same..

because your wrong smile makes my heart break.. </3

Every Rain And Every Teardrop

Every rain is made..
and every teardrop was laid..
Feeling that I should end my life..
but my heart says it will never be right...

I want to start something new..
But how will I do it without you?
I hate to pretend it's not too late..
But how will I try if I made the mistake?

I cry and sadness is created..
maybe hearts were really made not to be separated..

And now you are gone..
I fake that i'm not alone..
because I can still hear you..
because I can still see you..

I, the creator of dreams..
I, who made every person's life happy...
But I, who can't make myself be like that..
But I, who tries to believe everything is a lie...

Darkness

I see the darkness in my eyes..
making every loneliness into disguise...
covering the problems that are seen..
making others not to believe..

Who am I to regret?
if you're such a great person that I can't forget?
I close every case..
leaving them without a trace..

But the light the makes me cry...
the sight that makes me try..
that I should make a difference..
and I should go back and see the reference..

A problem I can't solve without you..
because love is nothing if it's not true..
Leaving is not a choice..
Reason is the main voice..

Lying that I can still make it..
darkness is the baddest thing to fake it..
Fading the love that could last..
Recovering slowly and not that fast...

My Eyes Closed

every second, every minute, every day,
i will be always here and say.
That whatever happens I will love, protect and cherish you,
and my only love that is true..

I feel bad because you're alone..
because I can't take care of you and i'm just staring at the phone..
waiting to know how are you..
knowing if you already feel good..

and now your day has ended... 
I even thought if I'll be with you now in the heaven..
I cried because I can't do anything..
I lied to be strong because I don't believe that it's happening..

Suffering is what I feel...
But forget you is what I can't do to you my dear..
If saying goodbye will set you free..
I'll just let things be..

I love you and I always will..
You'll be in my heart and i'll always dream..
that in the end we'll be together..
and our love will last forever..

farewell as my heart says..
a teardrop that is like a rain..
slowly killing myself..
slowly trying to keep the secret..

Truth from the Lies

As the sun rises from my eyes,
I surprisingly see the truth from the lies.
Truth that you will never be mine,
And just pretending that we are fine.

Should I leave or come back?
Even though I receive love with cracks
I know that our love will never change,
and our relationship will never be rearranged.

I told you that this is enough,
but you just look at me and laugh.
Do you think it's ok for me.
with my heart full of pain that you can't see.

But here I am, my eyes with tears,
I can't survive from my own fears.
That you will just leave me alone,
and I'll be just starring at the phone.

Hoping that i'll be with you again,
until every teardrops will stop like a rain.
If you could just be here tonight,
and be my lady for the rest of my life.