Truth from the Lies

As the sun rises from my eyes,
I surprisingly see the truth from the lies.
Truth that you will never be mine,
And just pretending that we are fine.

Should I leave or come back?
Even though I receive love with cracks
I know that our love will never change,
and our relationship will never be rearranged.

I told you that this is enough,
but you just look at me and laugh.
Do you think it's ok for me.
with my heart full of pain that you can't see.

But here I am, my eyes with tears,
I can't survive from my own fears.
That you will just leave me alone,
and I'll be just starring at the phone.

Hoping that i'll be with you again,
until every teardrops will stop like a rain.
If you could just be here tonight,
and be my lady for the rest of my life.

Fiction and Fact

Here I am writing a story,
about someone who really loves me.
But the problem is the reality,
all of this are just a dream.

I keep on making fiction about my life,
that you are here by my side.
the fact is not always happy,
everything has it's ending.

Until now I am trying to pretend,
that our love will never end.
Even if you are gone,
I will still give my all.

This story of ours will never die,
until the day that I will stop cry.
Still, I can remember your presence,
but now your love is full of absence.

I miss you and that's all I know,
Please come back and don't go.
You're the only thing that's left,
I know that it's my fault and I should regret.