Sad February

This month was supposed to be fun,
but my heart became numb.
Walking alone under the sun,
realized that letting you go made me dumb.

Realizing that you're not by my side,
slowly kills me inside.
Memories living in my head,
planned dreams are already dead.

Heartbreaks can't seem to be fixed,
whenever sadness and pain starts to get mixed.
Will time help me to overcome,
from the damage and becoming undone.

Hoping that my life would be complete,
and days start to taste sweet.
Praying my scars will start to heal,
and loving myself would make things real.

Let Me Understand

Everytime I see you cry,
you keep insisting that you are fine.
Everytime you tell a lie,
you always say the same line.

How will I ever know,
if you don't want to show?
How will I ever see,
if you're not looking at me?

Doing these actions makes me mad,
but I always end up being sad.
Creating these issues makes me confused,
was I loved or was I used.

Know that I will always be at your side,
Willing to do everything and be your guide.
I will never let go of your hand,
so please let me understand.