The Wrong Smile

Every time I look at you..

every time I feel that you are lonely too..

Why do you keep on hiding?

what can I do to make you stop crying?

I hate to see you all alone..

because you don't know what you mean to me..

And you don't know what you make me feel..

That fake happiness that you give to me..

my heart breaks every time I see..

You could have been better to forget that person...

but you keep on insisting that it's already gone..

You, the type of person that is strong..

but I know your weakness all along..

That's why I try my best to be with you..

Because there's a feeling you don't know that is true..

Please come back and be the same..

because your wrong smile makes my heart break.. </3

Every Rain And Every Teardrop

Every rain is made..
and every teardrop was laid..
Feeling that I should end my life..
but my heart says it will never be right...

I want to start something new..
But how will I do it without you?
I hate to pretend it's not too late..
But how will I try if I made the mistake?

I cry and sadness is created..
maybe hearts were really made not to be separated..

And now you are gone..
I fake that i'm not alone..
because I can still hear you..
because I can still see you..

I, the creator of dreams..
I, who made every person's life happy...
But I, who can't make myself be like that..
But I, who tries to believe everything is a lie...

Darkness

I see the darkness in my eyes..
making every loneliness into disguise...
covering the problems that are seen..
making others not to believe..

Who am I to regret?
if you're such a great person that I can't forget?
I close every case..
leaving them without a trace..

But the light the makes me cry...
the sight that makes me try..
that I should make a difference..
and I should go back and see the reference..

A problem I can't solve without you..
because love is nothing if it's not true..
Leaving is not a choice..
Reason is the main voice..

Lying that I can still make it..
darkness is the baddest thing to fake it..
Fading the love that could last..
Recovering slowly and not that fast...

My Eyes Closed

every second, every minute, every day,
i will be always here and say.
That whatever happens I will love, protect and cherish you,
and my only love that is true..

I feel bad because you're alone..
because I can't take care of you and i'm just staring at the phone..
waiting to know how are you..
knowing if you already feel good..

and now your day has ended... 
I even thought if I'll be with you now in the heaven..
I cried because I can't do anything..
I lied to be strong because I don't believe that it's happening..

Suffering is what I feel...
But forget you is what I can't do to you my dear..
If saying goodbye will set you free..
I'll just let things be..

I love you and I always will..
You'll be in my heart and i'll always dream..
that in the end we'll be together..
and our love will last forever..

farewell as my heart says..
a teardrop that is like a rain..
slowly killing myself..
slowly trying to keep the secret..