Sad February

This month was supposed to be fun,
but my heart became numb.
Walking alone under the sun,
realized that letting you go made me dumb.

Realizing that you're not by my side,
slowly kills me inside.
Memories living in my head,
planned dreams are already dead.

Heartbreaks can't seem to be fixed,
whenever sadness and pain starts to get mixed.
Will time help me to overcome,
from the damage and becoming undone.

Hoping that my life would be complete,
and days start to taste sweet.
Praying my scars will start to heal,
and loving myself would make things real.

Let Me Understand

Everytime I see you cry,
you keep insisting that you are fine.
Everytime you tell a lie,
you always say the same line.

How will I ever know,
if you don't want to show?
How will I ever see,
if you're not looking at me?

Doing these actions makes me mad,
but I always end up being sad.
Creating these issues makes me confused,
was I loved or was I used.

Know that I will always be at your side,
Willing to do everything and be your guide.
I will never let go of your hand,
so please let me understand.

Ending Up Broken

Tell me the words that I should hear,
answer me if it's real.
I don't want to hurt you anymore.
i'll just leave without knocking on your door.

how did things became like this,
I thought we have endless feelings.
But now it's a mess,
cleaning it up will always end up as stress.

It may be hard,
but now I guess it's time to fold the card.
Farewell to the memories we had,
remember that a rough journey will never end as bad.

The Real Love Song

If life would be a player,
I'll bring back the times that we were together.

Every second, every minute of the day,
I can't make myself okay.
I'm like a malfunctioning machine,
it can't work properly because you're not with me.

I try to move forward to forget you,
but I end up being a fool.
My life keeps on slowing down.
like a scene with a sad sound.

Suddenly I realized,
that it's time to restart the song.
I'll bring you back to my side,
you were the one that I've been searching for so long.

Sad Ending

Everything was beautiful,
my life became wonderful.
You were the reason for me to smile,
even if your distance to me was more than a mile.

But will it continue?
will you say that your love is still true?
Here I am, doubting myself,
saying things that I don't know if I should regret.

Mysterious words that whisper to my ears,
right now I can't fight my fear.
Not a single word of happiness,
 new reason for me to have loneliness.

Slowly words are being blurred,
I don't want to believe from the words I heard.
It may be hard to say goodbye,
but it would be better to let things go by.

The New Me

In every part of my life,
there's always a problem that makes me cry.
But then I met you,
my world became new.

I liked you, I loved you,
we held our hand together like we had planned.
But why did you left me out of the blue?
you made me look like a fool.

I tried everything to forget you,
foolishness was never good.
Like a rain teardrops are passing by so fast,
because I can't forget the past.

And now every step I make has a reason,
reason to be stronger and to move on.
Thank you for the lesson that you gave,
now I'm much better from what you have made.

The Wrong Smile

Every time I look at you..

every time I feel that you are lonely too..

Why do you keep on hiding?

what can I do to make you stop crying?

I hate to see you all alone..

because you don't know what you mean to me..

And you don't know what you make me feel..

That fake happiness that you give to me..

my heart breaks every time I see..

You could have been better to forget that person...

but you keep on insisting that it's already gone..

You, the type of person that is strong..

but I know your weakness all along..

That's why I try my best to be with you..

Because there's a feeling you don't know that is true..

Please come back and be the same..

because your wrong smile makes my heart break.. </3