Cold December

Christmas is around the corner,

so does my heart who needs an armor.

Feelings that used to be warm,

now it's too cold like there's a storm.

Looking back at spring,

where we used to be each other's fated red string.

At times where it's still summer,

our days were full of colors.

During autumn things started to change,

the way you say I love you sounds strange.

Words of promises that keeps on being broken,

and my every part of my heart is aching.

Relationship that turns into a cold December,

killing me inside that makes me surrender.

Will your ever change like an autumn,

when you'll get to save me from the bottom.

Quote of the Week

"Accept the past, enjoy the present, and plan for the future."

Worst Mistake

From happy memories,
into an unsuspected enemy.
Leaving me with scars and bruises,
slowly killing me with your excuses.

I loved you with all of my heart,
but you ripped my soul apart.
Ever since the day you've been gone,
I ask myself what have I done.

As I move on you came back,
after you gave me too much cracks.
You think I'll forgive you but you're wrong,
I'll never listen again to your favorite song.

Meeting you was the worst mistake,
still, thank you for the heartache.
because now you made me stronger,
knowing that I deserve someone better.

Fake Love

Looking back at the days,
when I wasn't yet replaced.
Memories that I still bring back,
listening to our favorite track.

Dreams that we used to have,
now it's just a piece of trash.
Promises that are now blurred,
still can't believe from the words I've heard.

After everything we've been through,
never knew that your feeling were never true.
Should have realized it before,
my tears start to pour.

Sometimes I even wonder,
was I loved because you were bored.
This relationship is a nightmare,
because all this time you never cared,

Quote of the Week

"It's okay not to be okay, don't force yourself to be strong."

Distance

When we used to be always together,
a day won't pass without a conversation.
Stories that we always gather,
making jokes without any hesitation.

 Sighting the moment you get inside the car,
life of mine will be difficult because you'll be far.
Thinking everything will change,
and things could get strange.

Days, months, years have passed,
thinking that until when will this last,
Because sentences slowly turns into phrases,
and phrases turns into words that turns into worse cases.

Will the pieces be complete again,
will fear be out of my brain.
Questions that keeps creeping me,
since the day the distance of ours became further than a sea.

Quote of the Week

"If your life is a mess right now, don't be afraid to change things in order to make it organized."